hello.

recently i've gotten messages from concerned individuals who saw this website, and i just want to let you all know im doing okay now.

since my attempt i've gotten help for my issues and i'm doing better than before.

the reason for the sudden disappearance is that i got hospitalized for a bit and took a break from the internet, as it wasn't really helping me. after that i kinda just forgotten about this website.

i will no longer update or use this site anymore, mostly because it makes me uncomfortable now. i appreciate that people were concerned if i died. i never thought anyone would care back then. thanks to everyone who thought about me. take care everyone.

-nathan